your bigmouth and my tolerance

"You remind me of plastic."
How apt
i'm so satisfied with that phrase that i feel full and i don't need my breakfast lunch and dinner tmr. Anw, that's a fact :D you would agree with me,surely!

I'm getting soooooooo addicted that it takes me hours to stop =X
Joyahjoyyy you're gonna get addicted soon when you come over.hahahah. :D
OOH SO FUN.

And yes,we shall embark on our MISSION.
mission.passion.REALITY
with a little bit of help, of course.
12th 12th hurry come!

Thank god for you, really.

Failing Health

For the record, i can't seem to sleep again.
And i have to wake up early tmr. Thank you very much.

I'm reading poems. But they seem like jokes to me. Odd.
I wanna read sad poems. But they're not sad enough for me.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA

okay, i can't contain my excitement and amazement anymore.
it's like the new era isn't it?
It's really damn amusing, and can i say fucking hilarious.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA,
FREAK OUT!

(: (((:

I close both locks below the window.
I close both blinds and turn away.
Sometimes solutions aren’t so simple.
Sometimes goodbye’s the only way.

HESITATION

I think we as human beings tend to hesitate a lot about things.

These few days made me realise that hesitating to do something or say something can really cause someone else quite a bit.

But the reason why i was able to realise this was because i was doing the waiting, while people around me were hesitating.

I dunno, maybe I'm reading too much into things but I think hesitation can really show how truly you feel about the person awaiting your reply, how much you value that person.. I don't know..

On the other hand, maybe you weren't hesitating. You were just too darn lazy to reply because your answer is a no and ' I could save a sms or my time typing this stupid reply. So for convenience's sake, i'll just not reply' -.- hur, then you must be an awfully calculative person.



So from now on, I'm gonna try to minimise these kinda things in future! cos it just feels so terribleeeeee.



And, although i'm not asking for appreciation, i think sometimes, just sometimes, it would be nice to feel appreciated. But, i never felt it.

so in the midst of preparation and stuff,
the people i miss most are stillllllll my sccccccccc peopleeeee.
HELLO HELLO DO YOU ALL KNOWWWW?!?!


(: can't wait can't wait!can't wait for the big breakkkkk!

oh mannnn.life's so stressful but thankfully i have people i can lean on.
THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE!

and dee's birthday's tmr.
i'm pretty sure she won't even see this lol.
BUT HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR DEAR WOMAN (:!
18 YO YO YO. (:
haha the hype of turning 18 is just going down for me hahahah.
but you must be like.
oh suddenly i can do so much more with the no. 18.
(:

okayyy,wanna watch tv whoooo.


self pity and a pack of lies to offer gets you no where.
GET A LIFE.

Say byebye ):

i'm trying not to be so negative about sch reopening.
hate sch hate sch.
):

(: k smile.
but.
don't force yourself to be happy.
won't work won't work.

positivity is the key right.
RIGHT.
SO, GO SHERYL
YOU CAN DO IT
A LEVELS IS NOTHING BUT A LAMINATED CERTIFICATE.
don't know why we work our ass off just for that piece of paper
hurrr.
That's life.

Haha, as it goes.
If life didnt suck, we'd be falling off from it's edges.
Good luck people.




Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something,
Somewhere better just to have it?